Another sleepless night...


Dunno why I can't or don't want to sleep... Listening to Fergie ( SHAME ON ME!!!) "Big girls don't cry".


I was actually thinking about depression today. And I've found myself wasting time for nothing. Always complaining that life sucks and hating my body, clothes, life-style. But stop please... It is all COOL...Seriosuly cool and just interesting, I know a lot of people would like to be me, rather than me to be them. I've got everything to be happy. My family, my lovely friends, my uni, my job "the best job in the world", good-looking appearance (hopefully), I am quite talanted and I think I am a good friend, sister (even sometimes I am damn annoying and stubborn) and daughter ( Mum, Dad, forgive me for everything I've ever done and I will do).

So, everything is not dat bad, ryt? :)

But the worst thing is that you can understand dat only when you've lost somebody...

Everybody dies, but not everybody truly lives!